Trust

Trust is something really important in a relationship. Some people just can't be trusted and that's why they have really bad relationships with people. But I have always had a trust issue with people. I never really want to trust somebody until I get to know them extremely well and that takes a long time. It's not that I don't think they are a good person, it's just that I don't know them that well. I could be completely happy with one person and somebody could just say something and I turn it into a big, dramatic thing when really it's no big deal. I need to not worry so much and obsess over one little thing that most likely won't ever happen. I just need to learn to trust people until they give me a reason not to be trusted anymore. I think I would be way better off if i just let things go with the flow.

Softball Season

Softball season finally started! We got to actually practice. Even though it was in the gym, we still got to take grounders and pop flys. All the pitchers got to pitch with each other at the same time. Even though we have practically fight other sports for gym time, it's exciting to get in there with the team and practice. The only thing I could do without is all the running but I guess that just comes with the sport. I can't wait to play our first game and be able to get outside on the field and practice.

Stupid People

Stupid people make me laugh. I can be having the worst day ever and some random person will say or do something so stupid that I just have to laugh. It's not that I'm trying to be a mean person or make fun of them but some things you just have to laugh about. I know that I do things sometimes that are completely ridiculous and I deserved to be laughed at for. I'm ok with that. So I return the favor and laugh at all the stupid things that other people do. So thank you stupid people, for making my laugh that much better.

Ways To Say No!

Never in my life.
I don't think so.
Nyet.
Non.
Not likely.
Never.
Nope.
Nah.
Never gonna happen.
Never going to happen.
I don't want to.
nuh-uh.
Not really.
I can't.
Negative.
Yeah right. (sarcastic)
Nein.
Ne.
Nei.

Softball

I have decided to start pitching again. At the beginning of the school year I quit, but obviously that didn't last long. The only thing about not pitching that I liked was all my extra free time. But now that I'm back to it, I really don't see why I ever quit. I have grown up pitching and for some reason it just seems normal to me. My coach was really happy too. He knew that I loved pitching more than anything and that giving it up was probably a mistake. I will never know now though, if it really was a mistake. Hopefully this season will turn out better than last year. I don't think I can handle all that losing and pitching again this year.

Bucket List

I have decided to make my very own bucket list. I know a lot of people who have started theirs and it's growing on me. There are a lot of things that I catch myself saying that I want to do, but I never get around to it. Or it is something that I can't just get in my car and go do. I do know that I want to pitch a no-hitter in a softball game before I graduate. I have always wanted to go bungee-jumping too. I got to go para sailing and that was on my bucket list. I think I have always had a bucket list in my head but now I am actually going to write it down. That way when I get done with something, I can cross it off. Maybe it will actually make me get things done faster.